Post by Celina Jedynak on Oct 25, 2007 0:06:00 GMT -5
"It's not..."Celina shook her head. It was clear by his statement, and just because of all the other whispers she had heard from other students, that Drew, like many others, just didn't understand. She was placed in a situation that she could never have planned for. She didn't have time. "It's not about being tough...Drew...." she scoffed a bit, and looked down at the Prefect. Had he no idea that she could have never prepared for being confronted? Never prepared for something she had always avoided? Her plan of avoidance of situations as these, her decision to stay away from those who could cause her harm....had utterly failed, and Drew was just like everyone else. No matter how many times he said he wanted to be her friend.
Celina wasn't foolish. She had known what to do to stay alive and safe until the moment of capture. Until she had gone to her brother for help to escape and had gotten both of them caught. If anything, Celina found herself guilty of not planning the meeting with her brother more. If anything, she had let herself become to secure with his presense and as much as she cared for her brother, and knew he'd always find a way to protect her if he could, she knew that she was at fault with the fact that they had been caught. If Celina was at home, and her and Alfonz was avoiding their parents, this would never have happened. She had her plan there. Celina knew exactly what to do in that situation...she had been doing it for fifteen years of her life...it was Shaw she was unprepared for....and the whispered threats in her ear...
Celina looked away disgusted....some friend Drew was...."I....I....nevermind..." she stuttered softly. She'd get herself through this...her and Emerald would stick together and they'd be upset and alone together....there had to be some way to focus.....and as Celina thought a bit, she remembered the potion they had learned in class so far....yes, there would be to toughen herself up, but she wouldn't accept anyone's help....this was something she had to do on her own. And even though Drew's accusations of abandonment flashed throughout her mind, she couldn't accept the help that Drew as a friend was offering to her. "No thanks...." she said as she scooped up Emerald in her arms.
She'd figure it out on her own, and with that she picked up her cat's box and held out her hand, softly saying, stumbling over her words..."...May....may I...I have my k...key back?"
Celina wasn't foolish. She had known what to do to stay alive and safe until the moment of capture. Until she had gone to her brother for help to escape and had gotten both of them caught. If anything, Celina found herself guilty of not planning the meeting with her brother more. If anything, she had let herself become to secure with his presense and as much as she cared for her brother, and knew he'd always find a way to protect her if he could, she knew that she was at fault with the fact that they had been caught. If Celina was at home, and her and Alfonz was avoiding their parents, this would never have happened. She had her plan there. Celina knew exactly what to do in that situation...she had been doing it for fifteen years of her life...it was Shaw she was unprepared for....and the whispered threats in her ear...
Celina looked away disgusted....some friend Drew was...."I....I....nevermind..." she stuttered softly. She'd get herself through this...her and Emerald would stick together and they'd be upset and alone together....there had to be some way to focus.....and as Celina thought a bit, she remembered the potion they had learned in class so far....yes, there would be to toughen herself up, but she wouldn't accept anyone's help....this was something she had to do on her own. And even though Drew's accusations of abandonment flashed throughout her mind, she couldn't accept the help that Drew as a friend was offering to her. "No thanks...." she said as she scooped up Emerald in her arms.
She'd figure it out on her own, and with that she picked up her cat's box and held out her hand, softly saying, stumbling over her words..."...May....may I...I have my k...key back?"