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Post by Felicity Hjort on Aug 28, 2007 2:18:45 GMT -5
The humming was nice, and she liked it. Really, any funny noise he made, she liked. Whatever it was about them all, she enjoyed hearing them, finding them amusing. And his hair always had a nice feel to it, soft, a little silky, and even though the curls were no more, she still liked having her hands in his hair.
Very slowly, she broke away. It had been enjoyable, quite so, but she thought maybe, something else could be tried, just to see if she liked it. It'd been nearly two months since he'd done it to her and she'd told him no, but that didn't mean she wasn't ready to try it again. And she was sure if it made her uncomfortable, he'd understand and let it go for a bit more. One more, very slow, very gentle kiss, and she lightly kissed her way down to his jaw. While she'd kissed his jaw before, this time was different for her, because this time, she didn't stop there, but instead continued very carefully and slowly to his neck, liking how it made the butterflied in her stomach take an even quicker turn around the bends for the path they'd made, but still not sure whether he'd be all right with it. The reason she was moving slowly was because it gave him the chance to tell her no, if he wanted to.
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Post by Drew Thornton on Aug 29, 2007 0:33:59 GMT -5
The small hum had a questioning tone to it as she made a trail of kisses down his neck and while he knew that he wasn't allowed to go there, he also knew that his line was different. He had agreed to the rules and he'd do his best to play by them.
The hand that had been clutching the wall had different ideas though and quickly found it's way to her waist, trying to pull her in even closer than she already was. The smell of her hair was maddening and he could feel his hot breath, heavy against her neck coming back at him. One kiss. She would have to let him get just one kiss on that spot behind her ear.
But he didn't dare, nuzzling his nose against her neck instead, not daring to do anything that might make her stop.
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Post by Felicity Hjort on Aug 29, 2007 1:00:58 GMT -5
It was a little different, and she was a little unsure about it, not sure if she was doing anything 'correctly' or if there even was a correct way for such things. But the way Drew was reacting made her think she must've been doing something correctly, or else he was hoping to get a chance to show her how to do something of the sort correctly.
He'd moved his hand to her waist, which she didn't think anything of. He was always putting his arms around her there, what was the difference of having his hand there? She didn't think there was much, and she definitely didn't fight him when he pulled her even closer, not that there was really much room between them before. And with his breath so warm on her neck, she was actually a little surprised he didn't try turning the gears, go for her neck again.
His reactions were good, or she thought they were. He was getting closer to her, he wasn't pulling away, and her insides were doing something fierce, and she liked it. Felicity wondered if he knew that it meant she was all right with him trying it again, as long as he didn't get mad at her if she became uncomfortable with it.
Bending her neck, just a little to bare a bit of it to Drew, so she wouldn't have to just come out and say it, she continued with the light kisses. She only knew a little bit of what to do, she wasn't sure what to do after that, if there was anything after that.
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Post by Drew Thornton on Aug 29, 2007 20:33:43 GMT -5
The problem with his hand was once it started wandering, it didn't always know where to stop. As he tried his best to keep from kissing her, the hand was left to its own devices and slipped down to her hip, found its way to her thigh, and across to her backside where it settled quite comfortably for the time being.
One kiss. She would let him have one kiss, right? Of course, like his hand, he wasn't sure his lips would be able to stop once they got started, but that little stretch she gave... was that a signal that it was okay or did she just have a crick?.
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Post by Felicity Hjort on Aug 29, 2007 21:08:57 GMT -5
Felicity's light brown eyes opened, and widely at that, when she felt his hand stop. He hadn't ever done that before, and she sure didn't think she liked it too much. Her first reaction was to take a step back, but she didn't because the wall was right there and it would most likely mean his hand would be rammed into it, and she didn't want him to be injured on her account again, it happened far too often anyway.
One thing she remembered Fawn telling her was if it wasn't a moment to speak, then actions spoke louder than words. Pulling her arm closest to the one where it'd settled down from his neck, she reached around herself and took his hand. She wasn't ready for that, not yet, she was still unsure about kissing on his neck. Very slowly, she pushed back along the course it'd taken, allowing the stop to be made at her hip. That, she was all right with.
Re-wrapping her arm around his neck, she didn't know what to do. The blonde was at a loss, it was a new experience, to say the least, and the movies she watched never went into great detail. Because she felt utterly ridiculous, she decided to try to tell him without really telling him, maybe...
Letting her lips find their way moving upwards, she lightly kissed his ear. That was where he'd tried to go towards before, maybe he'd get the hint this time, and she stretched her neck a little bit more, now at the point where she couldn't stretch it anymore if she tried.
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Post by Drew Thornton on Aug 29, 2007 21:42:34 GMT -5
With the rogue hand reeled back in, now he had to concentrate on keeping that from crossing the line and the way things were going, he wasn't sure he could manage so many lines at once. The scent on her neck was intoxicating... warm and sweet and irresistable. One kiss. That was all he wanted. One kiss on her neck. How long could he hold out.
"Different line..." he murmurred, not even aware he had said it outloud, trying to remind himself of the rule, but it didn't matter. He couldn't help it. He took that kiss, tasting the sweetness of that soft spot on her neck.
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Post by Felicity Hjort on Aug 29, 2007 22:14:07 GMT -5
Different line? Felicity didn't know what that meant, and she was about ready to ask, because she didn't think that was a moment to talk, at least according to the explanations she'd been given about such things, it wasn't a time to talk. But if he was breaking that, then she could too, right?
However, before she asked, she wanted to kiss his ear again, she liked doing that and he hadn't stopped her from doing so. Taking in that kiss, she started to pull back, just barely and immediately froze where she was. He'd finally done it, picked up on the hint she'd been trying to give him for the past few moments.
And just as the last time he'd tried, she liked it. Perhaps a bit too much still, but it was soft, and she trusted him, which made it that much more enjoyable. And although her body tensed, fighting against what he was doing, her mind argued, telling her to let him continue.
That one kiss was newer than anything else, and it definitely had her interested. Felicity didn't pull away, she wanted him to continue, wanted to know if there was more after that one little kiss.
Leaning into him even more, she tried to keep up the kiss on his ear she'd pulled from, but thought maybe, she should concentrate on making her body relax before he stopped and asked if there was something wrong.
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Post by Drew Thornton on Aug 30, 2007 0:20:23 GMT -5
Being as close as he was, right up on her, of course he felt her tense, the kisses she was giving pausing ever so slightly, and he knew he had done it. She didn't pull away but that didn't really matter. He had crossed that line after he promised not to and just totally ruined everything.
"Sorry... I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" he cried out, backing off quickly and feeling the need to bang his head against the brick wall for being such an idiot. He squatted against the opposite wall, resting his elbows on his knees and holding his head in his hands, mentally swearing at himself for being such a jerk. Different line! He knew that!
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Post by Felicity Hjort on Aug 30, 2007 0:28:36 GMT -5
Completely confused, Felicity didn't know what was going on. One minute he was kissing her, the next apologizing and had completely backed away from her. She didn't want him to back away, she wanted him right there.
What was going on? She'd told him before, she'd let him know, she'd tell him if she didn't want him to do something, that she didn't think it was fair for her to be allowed to do something and not him back. And there he was, backing away from her as though she'd just pulled out a piece of electric fence that was still attached to its main line.
"Drew?" she asked, kneeling in front of him, tugging at his hands to free his face. Felicity knew she was going to be wet, cold, and dirty from doing what she did, but she didn't really care. "What did I do?"
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Post by Drew Thornton on Aug 30, 2007 0:44:19 GMT -5
Of course she had done nothing. This was all him and he knew it. He had promised he wouldn't and he had gone crossed the line anyway. He had let himself get caught up in the heat of the moment and it got him in trouble. His dad had warned him about this and he let it happen anyway.
"I'm sorry... I'm sorry..." he repeated, trying to get his breathing back under control, focusing on the cold brick wall against his back. That seemed to help. He leaned his head back letting the bricks cool down his scalp so hopefully he could think more clearly. "I knew my line was different than yours and I still... I'm sorry. I shouldn't have crossed it."
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Post by Felicity Hjort on Aug 30, 2007 1:01:37 GMT -5
He was still apologizing, and she didn't get why. He hadn't done anything wrong, so she must have, but why then was he apologizing?
"I...Drew..." she looked at him concerned, ready for him to tell her he didn't want to see her again. "I don't understand." Shaking her head at him, she couldn't muster what in the world he was talking about, perhaps she was still dizzy from the kissing, but it wasn't making much sense to her. He was talking about a line again, thinking, she tried to recall what it meant exactly.
"You didn't cross anything," she went with, though it wasn't entirely true. His hand had crossed, but it'd been righted and quickly.
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Post by Drew Thornton on Aug 31, 2007 1:02:07 GMT -5
Now he was confused. They had talked about this just a few weeks ago. Actually, it was more like two months. Either way, it had been discussed. He had tried to go a bit farther than she had been ready for and the line had been set. He had stopped even though he had been ready to go there. His line was different. He knew that.
"You told me not to... I promised... You said you'd tell me... The line... I crossed it... I'm sorry... I don't know... I didn't mean to..."
Okay, so the cold bricks really weren't helping him clear his head very well. His thoughts were disjointed and he really didn't know how to explain any of it.
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Post by Felicity Hjort on Aug 31, 2007 3:01:21 GMT -5
For once, Felicity thought she might be less confused. She actually thought she knew what he was talking about. He'd promised not to try again until she said so, she remembered that, but it was obvious he didn't think she was telling him it was all right. His words were broken, paused, incomplete in sentences, and she wondered if he was all right, if it was the cold getting to him.
His hat still in her hand, she moved closer to him, wanting to be close and explain she didn't mind, she just had to basically get used to it, because she did want it. Reaching up, she pulled his hands into hers and brought them to her lips, she glove's material tickling.
"Drew," she smiled gently at him, hoping he'd understand if she tried to explain. "You didn't cross it anymore. I was trying to tell you I wanted you to. I told you it wasn't fair if I was allowed to do something, and you weren't, didn't I?" Straightening her back, she pulled him forward a little so she could put his hat back on.
"I want you to, I...I just have to make myself relax. I mean, I'm ready for you to try that, I just...it's new to me, I've never done something like that before, nor have I let someone do it to me either." She didn't think her words were coming out very well, but she meant it. Felicity wanted Drew to cross that line, to kiss her there, to show her what happened next. "I just, I need you to go slow, and to understand if I decide I'm not ready for that."
The blonde moved even closer to him, putting one hand on his knee, the other on his shoulder, and softly kissed his neck and then his ear. "But I think I am ready for that..." she whispered softly. "I understand though, if you don't want to."
Slowly, she pulled away and nuzzled her nose against his jaw, waiting for his answer.
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Post by Drew Thornton on Aug 31, 2007 23:28:39 GMT -5
Drew wasn't too sure hew wanted her to have to make herself relax, to get used to something, but he figured it made sense to take it slow. It would just be so much easier if there were set rules: On this particular date you will be allowed to kiss her on the neck... on such and such date, you can touch her on the bum... you will reach second base on this given day at this given time... It would be nice but he was pretty sure it wasn't going to happen like that.
"So... it's okay now?" he clarified, still not entirely convinced. With his luck, he could just see himself going there and then she'd slug him. Of course, she hadn't slugged him this time... she hadn't even slugged him the first time. She had asked him to stop and he had. He knew it wouldn't always be quite that easy, but it was pretty good evidence that he wasn't about to get hit over this.
He bit on his lip, still looking nervous and he placed a gloved hand on her cheek. "I just... I just don't want you to feel uncomfortable with anything," he told her softly. "If you're not sure... I don't want to go there if you aren't really ready."
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Post by Felicity Hjort on Aug 31, 2007 23:45:27 GMT -5
"Yes," she nodded her head slightly. "I am. As long as, if I decide I'm not ready, you stop." Felicity may have thought she was ready, right at that moment, but that didn't mean, after he started, she would still be ready. In a split moment, she could very well change her mind, but she didn't think she would. When he'd first tried it, she liked it, an awful lot, but she hadn't been ready, however, she had been curious since then. And as curiosity often won out, she wanted to now know.
"Drew, I'm telling you, right now, I am ready. I can't promise that I will be after you start, but I'll tell you if I'm not, I promise." It was the best she could do, no matter what happened, she was going to be slightly uncomfortable at first, that was just natural. However, she was sure she wouldn't be for long. Drew had already tried twice, and both times he'd been extremely gentle and soft. His touch was something Felicity liked, trusted even, and she really didn't think she'd have to ask him to stop. "But right now, yes, I am, I want you to."
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