Post by mehra1993 on Oct 8, 2008 18:52:23 GMT -5
Dear Christian,
I don't know what I did to you, but I know what you've done to me. I'm torn, just as you tore me from you, and you discarded me like some sort of rubbish. I don't hate you though. You're young. You're figuring things out. I am old-er. I am still figuring things out and I don't know if this is the right place or if this is the right time to do that, but I'm doing it anyway.
You told me once, you said that things would look up for me. I believed it then, and I believe it still. But I can see it happening quick enough for me. My family is missing, somewhere North of Tibet: by their last post, at least, they also have suggested that my brother, Kumarah, is no longer around. If that means dead or if it means missing, I don't know, but I need to go and find them and him. I've been so long away from them all. I need you to understand how dearly I held your relations with me. And I know I am a flawed girl. I know. But you saw past it. For that, I feel that I must look past the way we ended - the things you are only now discovering and the pain (yes, pain) this parting bears for me.
So, I wish you the best years of your life ahead. Your new "friend" seems to be nice and I think/hope he will make you as happy as you made me at one time. As always, the winner takes it all. Take good care of it, my dear - my first love.
With all my love,
Sharivah Jhansi Mehra
I don't know what I did to you, but I know what you've done to me. I'm torn, just as you tore me from you, and you discarded me like some sort of rubbish. I don't hate you though. You're young. You're figuring things out. I am old-er. I am still figuring things out and I don't know if this is the right place or if this is the right time to do that, but I'm doing it anyway.
You told me once, you said that things would look up for me. I believed it then, and I believe it still. But I can see it happening quick enough for me. My family is missing, somewhere North of Tibet: by their last post, at least, they also have suggested that my brother, Kumarah, is no longer around. If that means dead or if it means missing, I don't know, but I need to go and find them and him. I've been so long away from them all. I need you to understand how dearly I held your relations with me. And I know I am a flawed girl. I know. But you saw past it. For that, I feel that I must look past the way we ended - the things you are only now discovering and the pain (yes, pain) this parting bears for me.
So, I wish you the best years of your life ahead. Your new "friend" seems to be nice and I think/hope he will make you as happy as you made me at one time. As always, the winner takes it all. Take good care of it, my dear - my first love.
With all my love,
Sharivah Jhansi Mehra
